Yeah
I go through phases, I don't like changes
I love new places, I hate waiting
I don't like complex, I'm way more basic
I work so hard, and I don't feel rated
This feels wasted, when I got problems
I just ignore them, so hard to face it
And I got trust issues, had relationship love issues
I'm too jealous and I get attached, I showed love
And more times I don't get it back, and I'm so numb
'Cause I put my trust in the wrong ones
(Wrong ones)
But I got a heart of gold that'll take me far
In the long run
(Yeah)
And I got flaws and bruises
Hennesy and a bag of excuses
Yeah I feel so sad and the truth is
I stay distracted, no time for relaxing
It's like friends are changing (changing)
Uh, everyones driftin', everyones growin'
And I cant blame them, 'cause that's just life
And sometimes I think life don't make sense
You gotta see the best in me, tell me what's your intentions
I'll pay attention to all the small details that you mention
And, yeah, everythings working the way that it has to
Even if things don't go how I want them to, I'm still thankful
I'm still thankful, yeah
It's what you've been through life
It's a cruel life, yeah, but it's how you view life
Don't let the true light fade
It's what you've been through life
It's a cruel life, yeah, but it's how you view life
And that's the true life, yeah
Uh
Everybody's got reasons
But why you only call when you need things
Like "Dreads, what's good? I need this."
Nobody wanna ask how I'm feelin'
So yeah I'm just sayin' how I'm feelin'
Mm, shit don't make sense
Like how you got so much peas
And a traphouse bro, but your mum can't pay rent
Why you don't show love to your own friends?
But then it's all love when they're buzzin
Why you wait until somebody dies and it's far too late
Then say that you love them?
I don't care if you're mad, don't get too attached
I know that it hurts, I'm speakin' the truth
I feel like theres, so much eyes on the 'gram
That every single man has something to prove
But I guess that's life though, it's cutoff season
Painting picture with my words I mean it
I swear my hearts been through so much
I'm so surprised that it's really beatin'
I really mean it, I really dreamin'
I've been up, yeah, I've been down
Everyones jusdgemental these days
But I don't really care what they think, naw
Got the heart of a lion, I feel like a champ'
I know I'm a king but I need my crown
Six months back, I was at the doctors weekly
Pickin' up meds 'cause I felt so down
I feel so proud, look at my smile
It's workin' the way that it has to
Even if things don't go how I want them to
I'm still thankful, I'm still thankful
It's what you've been through life
It's a cruel life, yeah, but it's how you view life
Don't let the true light fade
It's what you've been through life
It's a cruel life, yeah, but it's how you view life
And that's the true life, yeah, uh