Curtain Call

Here I go in that flow
 Everything is allowed
 It's the last show, sold out
 Every seat's taken
 I put on my smile and start the faking
 I play my part so well it'll make you cry
 I'll never be the same but you don't mind
 I pour out my soul up on that stage
 I'm in control look at my face
 It's all good, I won't lose my mind
 Just take you by surprise when I die
 Sometimes I wish that I did, for real
 Now I don't have the time to heal
 All these wounds I made look so real
 They still keep hurting me
 "Yo, what the deal why don't you stop the crying?"
 Thay ask me, it's all inside me
 Forever lasting
 I fly so high, I fall so hard
 It's time for curtain call ' last time was enough for me
 This time not gonna lie down, gonna stand up with my own too feet
 I'm that kind that you don't wanna trust
 When I smile is when I wanna bust
 When I feel free is when I'm locked up
 And when I love, you know what's up
 I look at the crowd in this beautiful night
 So nice, how they smile
 I made them feel good, I treated them right
 I gave 'em what they wanted
 I fed their minds, With their hands in the air
 They cry: "do that again, make it look real"
 And I will, cause I'm their little puppet
 I got my mask on, can nobody stop it
 But behind the smile is where it all happens
 Behind the curtain is where I start lacking
 So please tonight just leave me alone
 And give me a chance to be on my own
 I'll fly so high, I'll fall so hard