i'm having a hard time being myself

Hey
 Being optimistic is insane
 When everybody's got a taste of faith
 Will I get by on alcohol and prayer?
 In May
 Traded mom and pop for east LA
 Packed me up and sent me on my way
 But when we talk I know they wish I stayed
 I'm having a hard time being myself
 All of the time
 All of the time
 And everyone asks me if I'm doing well
 But I just been lying
 I just been lying
 Some people make it look so easy
 I'm not made for TV
 I'm completely lost
 All of the time
 All of the time, yeah
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 Hey
 I'm tired of people telling me to wait
 Pretending that I'm younger than my age
 And linking up with suits and what's her name, hmm
 It's safe
 Safe to say that I feel out of place
 I meet someone new and change my face
 Going back on promises I made
 I made, oh
 I'm having a hard time being myself
 All of the time
 All of the time
 And everyone asks me if I'm doing well
 But I just been lying
 I just been lying
 Some people make it look so easy
 I'm not made for TV
 I'm completely lost
 All of the time
 All of the time, yeah
 Got a lot on my mind
 With myself, me and I
 Am I holding on, am I just lying?
 Got a lot on my mind
 With myself, me and I
 And I'm tired as fuck I can't lie
 I'm having a hard time being myself
 All of the time
 All of the time
 And everyone asks me if I'm doing well
 But I just been lying
 I just been lying
 Some people make it look so easy
 I'm not made for TV
 I'm completely lost
 All of the time
 All of the time, yeah