Suicidal

I feel suicidal, for awhile
 I don't know how to live
 Baby let me grab the rifle
 It sings like Michael, something's gotta give
 When I shoot it's final, there is no revival
 There's no take backs on this
 When the gun's in my hands
 It's all in God's plan, I'm too on edge for this
 I just wanna die, the chrome to my dome
 Maybe make me feel alive
 I don't know, maybe I'm trippin'
 Trippin' 'bout all my ex women
 Been off the drugs so long
 To the point where I don't feel it no more
 No more, no more so I do more, yeah
 More drugs for the feelin'
 But I never feel it, I just think about my ex
 And call her up in my feelings, yeah
 She's the only thing that I'm needing
 I got this reefer in my lungs but I feel my heart freezin'
 Every minute could've been my last breath
 But also every minute I feel like I'm on edge
 I don't know what I need no, no more, no more
 I just know that I need to
 Find what my purpose for, baby can you help me?
 I feel suicidal, for awhile
 I don't know how to live
 Baby let me grab the rifle
 It sings like Michael, something's gotta give
 When I shoot it's final, there is no revival
 There's no take backs on this
 When the gun's in my hands
 It's all in God's plan, I'm too on edge for this
 I just wanna die, suicide notes right here by my side
 Baby I just wanna die, help me find my purpose
 Baby help me stay alive
 'Cause I just wanna die, suicide notes right here by my side
 Baby I just wanna die, help me find my purpose
 Baby help me stay alive, 'cause I just wanna
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 I feel suicidal, for awhile
 I don't know how to live
 Baby let me grab the rifle
 It sings like Michael, something's gotta give
 When I shoot it's final, there is no revival
 There's no take backs on this
 When the gun's in my hands
 It's all in God's plan, I'm too on edge for this
 I just wanna die, suicide notes right here by my side
 Baby I just wanna die, help me find my purpose
 Baby help me stay alive
 'Cause I just wanna die, suicide notes right here by my side
 Baby I just wanna die, help me find my purpose
 Baby help me stay alive, 'cause I just wanna