Antithesis

This place is all too familiar!
 So sudden, I find myself
 Returning
 To the origin, the event
 That started it all!
 That started it all!
 All I ever asked for was one more day
 Is this it? Is this what I'm after?
 Back to the beginning where I was sinking in the sea!
 Where I was fighting to stay awake!
 Fighting the urge to succumb to the waves!
 Is this what it means to be forgiven?
 Undeserved blessings and a second chance?!
 That makes time shake and that makes lives change
 When it's only been a second in an everlasting day!
 No, this can't be!
 Everything's repeating!
 Repeating
 As it already was written in history's page!
 And its ink has never been drawn back! (into its pen...!)
 I never wanted what I couldn't pay back!
 I never wanted what I couldn't pay back!
 Can't pay back!
 No!
 Is this what it means to be forgiven?
 Undeserved blessings and a second chance!
 That makes time shake and that makes lives change
 When it's only been a second in an everlasting day!
 Let me sink to the bottom where I belonged all along!
 Let me sleep beneath!
 Sleep beneath!