Altar

Looking so cool, acting so nice
 You could charm any girl my age or younger
 You look in my eyes, we stare for a while
 I shy away and I feel embarrassed
 I feel so bad, my thighs are so fat
 And my accent is not so charming god damnit
 Next time we meet, our eyes are uncertain
 Of whether to smile or politely nod
 Somewhere out there
 There might be time and space for us
 I know you want more, I feel I do too
 Our friends suggest I'd join you bowling
 You spin like a fool, 'n play like a star
 You sweetly say hey girl, chin up
 Night lingers on, we wine we dine
 You change your flight to stay for longer
 You reach out, when the night's been and gone
 To see if more time with me can change your life
 For good
 Bring you trust and hope and love
 At the altar I'm giving you all I've got
 Channeling all my love and wisdom
 And there you stand you receive you mirror
 My compassion and my hope
 Picking you up
 Handsome and calm
 You make me feel pretty and hot
 Silly jokes, I laugh every time
 I sense you really need to feel it
 Driving with you, gets me stressed out
 You talk too much about your ex
 She's in control, governs your mind
 You're chained and blind and not ready
 To see the world out here oh
 Being free from fear and feist
 At the altar I'm giving you all I've got
 Channeling all my love and wisdom
 And there you stand you receive you mirror
 My compassion and my hope