Order Disorder Reorder

I thought
 Everything was as it should be
 I believed that it was all up to me
 As if I was in control
 Then I lost
 Everything I thought that I knew
 I couldn't see that You were leading me to
 Something beautiful
 Order, disorder, reorder
 Over and over
 Order, disorder, reorder
 Over and over
 It wouldn't be the way I choose
 But this is how You make me new
 So here I am, I'm all in
 Though it feels like falling
 That's what it takes for You to break through
 Order, disorder, reorder
 Over and over and over
 I thought
 The storm would never come to an end
 I begged You again and again
 To send a miracle
 But the storm was
 The way You broke my heart open wide
 To get to what was hidden inside
 And call it beautiful
 Order, disorder, reorder
 Over and over and over
 So here I am, I'm all in
 Though it feels like falling
 If that's what it takes for You to break through
 Give me the faith when I'm afraid to say
 Here I go, I'm ready
 I know You won't forget me
 You'll give me the grace to find a way through
 Order, disorder, reorder
 Over and over and over
 I don't really wanna change
 If I'm telling You the truth
 But like it or not, Your love won't stop
 Till it makes me new
 So give me all that You got
 From the bottom to top
 Till I look like You
 Order, disorder, reorder
 Over and over
 Order, disorder, reorder
 Over and over
 It wouldn't be the way I choose
 But this is how You make me new
 Here I am, I'm all in
 Though it feels like falling
 If that's what it takes for You to break through
 Give me the faith when I'm afraid to say
 Here I go, I'm ready
 I know You won't forget me
 Give me the grace to find a way through
 Order, disorder, reorder
 Over and over and over
 Order, disorder, reorder
 Order, disorder, reorder
 Over and over and over