Cold

I must start by saying sorry
 For the hurt I've been inflicting
 Never my intention
 But you never accepted guilty
 Always played the victim
 Never really listened
 I have been fighting my monsters
 I have been chasing dreams for all my life
 But you made me hide
 So I found a plane, bought a ticket
 Flew my way back home to see
 The people I've missed most
 Then my heart began to notice
 These autumn leaves still linger in places where my love have been
 So long ago
 But I know
 That if I stayed I would have felt this cold anyway
 Looking back, it's hard to follow
 You told me who I should be
 But now I see I'm happy with myself
 Guess that I was feeling hollow
 I let your words define me
 Now I think I'm finally free
 I had decided I can't stay
 I had decided to put myself first
 To cut off the worst
 So I found a plane, bought a ticket
 Flew my way back home to see
 The people I've missed most
 And my heart begin to notice
 There's a cold kiss of winter
 On my lips, so blue, so bitter
 Such a lonely hue
 Somehow it felt like you
 And these autumn leaves
 Still linger in places
 Where my love have been
 So long ago
 But I know that if I stayed
 I would have felt this cold anyway
 So I found a plane, bought a ticket
 Flew my way back home to see
 The people I've missed most
 And my heart began to notice
 There's a cold kiss of winter
 On my lips, so blue, so bitter
 Such a lonely hue
 Somehow it felt like you
 And these autumn leaves
 Still linger in places
 Where my love have been
 So long ago
 But I know that if I stayed
 I would have felt this cold anyway
 But I know that if I stayed
 I would have felt this cold anyway