Black Mona Issa

I don't know what it is
 Why I'm still feeling like this
 With everything that I do
 It's not enough, never good
 These demons that I've veiled
 They've fucked me up in my head, head, head
 Praying one day that I get
 The self love that I missed
 Riddled with self-doubt
 I set myself on fire
 Won't put myself out
 Won't extinguish the lies
 That I must be perfect
 That I'm not worth the time
 That I'll be nothing
 That I'm so far behind
 I feel so lost within my mind
 And these four walls, they hold me inside
 Slipping away from what I prize
 Tripping myself, I cause my demise
 Money rules everything around me
 (Rules everything around)
 Rules everything around me
 For these shoes I'ma choose soundly
 (I'ma choose sound)
 And I'll walk til my callous bleeds
 Wealth upgrade before they down me
 (Fore I'm down)
 I don't feel that is where the talent leads
 Lost on my grind is where they found me
 (Grinding's where I'm found)
 Or the shit'll be a casualty
 Nobody's calling my phone
 That's cool. So nobody's tapping my line
 Why do I feel so alone
 Why does my life feel so dry
 Broken, but I never cry
 Fuck it, I'll stay in my zone
 So no one's crossing the line
 I get so lost in my mind
 Mask it. I'll call it my grind
 Feel like I'm falling behind, hind, hind, hind, ugh
 I feel so lost within my mind
 And these four walls, they hold me inside
 Slipping away from what I prize
 Tripping myself, I cause my demise
 I don't know what it is
 I don't know what it is
 I don't know what it is
 (I don't know what it is)
 Why I still feel this
 Why I still feel this
 Why I still feel this, oh
 I don't know what it is
 I don't know what it is
 I don't know what it is
 (I don't know what it is)
 Why I still feel this
 Why I still feel this, ohohoh