Grind

Supermarket money, but that market money's not as super
 Life's fucking twisted like Kamasutra, but not a loser
 That's what I told myself, but I keep it stealth
 As I was searching job offers on my mom's computer
 I felt ashamed of making wrong maneuvers
 What would you tell her if you loved her but you
 Couldn't effort the Uber to rendezvous her? Damn
 Try to carve my future with a dull knife
 From high-spirited to low life (low life)
 From high diligence to Snow White
 Ignorance with that poisoned apple
 Now the boy is baffled by his own hype
 No, I made the decision to be a rapper back in '09
 My German mama like, "Oh nein!"
 My German mama told I could be anything that I wanted to (hey)
 So why'd I gotta choose to be an artist? I didn't
 I fought it, I figited, thought I could win it
 But lost to my vision, uh
 Even Sabrina thought it oughta be different
 So, what you mean I got a lottery ticket with winning digits?
 Leavin' nine-to-fives to being free
 Now I'm alive in 3D, rather while trying to be me
 Now I got what I wanted, but still I bleed, like
 (Yeah, now I got what I wanted, but still I bleed like)
 Still, it seems right (okay)
 Way too many issues on my mind (way too many issues)
 Haters try to diss you all the time (haters try to diss you)
 They told him he wasn't invited, but he doesn't mind (yeah, yeah, yeah)
 All of this is part of the grind, part of the grind (yeah)
 Way too many issues on my mind (on my mind)
 Haters try to diss you all the time (all the time)
 They told him he wasn't invited, but he doesn't mind (yeah)
 All of this is part of the grind, part of the grind
 Now I got bitches feenin' for cash
 But avoid the Golden Retrievers
 I say it's 'cause of my girl, but I barely visit her either
 Thought I want all these women, ignore the slides of my DM
 Thought I want recognition, but I'll go outside on the weekends
 Now, is it pretend? Have I kept the lie myself?
 When I put in so much effort that I jeopardize my health
 When I bailed on family and sacrificed life days
 'Cause I wanted flashin' lights like Ye
 She was like "night, babe," text to my phone
 I overheard it when I put the shit on light vibrate
 Man, I'm workin' to the bone
 But if I keep at it, can I count on reaching 40?
 I'm like five times eight
 I'm like five times eight, you think it's prime time fake
 But Pootie's whip'll match his belt buckle, Sa Da Tay
 And Sus' chick'll match his self struggles à la Seyfried
 Same team, ain't leavin' 'til side lines play
 So talk your shit and just assume I
 Can't rap and this dude ain't half black
 Half my life without my dad, don't that prove I'm half black?
 You new to that fact? That's 'cause you don't know shit about me
 Funny how they knew the life I've lived without me
 Now my uncle's regret is havin' just humble endeavours
 Saturday brunchin' with leather sandals in comfortable sweaters
 Settled for Lunchables cheddar, but I wanted cheese on a plate, so
 They tried to leave us starvin', we ate though, ayy
 Way too many issues on my mind (way too many issues on my mind)
 Haters try to diss you all the time (haters try to diss you)
 They told him he wasn't invited, but he doesn't mind (yeah, yeah, yeah)
 All of this is part of the grind, part of the grind (yeah)
 Way too many issues on my mind (on my mind)
 Haters try to diss you all the time (all the time)
 They told him he wasn't invited, but he doesn't mind (he doesn't mind)
 All of this is part of the grind, part of the grind (yeah)
 Part of the grind (ayy), part of the grind
 (Part of the grind)
 Part of the grind, part of the grind
 Part of the grind, part of the grind