No, I'm Not Ok

Yeah, yeah
 See I've been painting all these pictures
 In my head when I'm alone
 You and me never in sync, it's hard for me stay afloat
 And the way you tear me up
 It makes me hurt down to the bone
 Yeah now I gotta be social, I don't know if I should go
 I could pick it up and try again another day
 But I wonder would they even notice anyway?
 How can something so easy be so hard to say?
 Why did I ever allow you to get a hold of me
 No one wants to know
 Why I'm miserable
 I know that it shows
 It's like looking at a ghost
 No, I'm not okay, nah
 And I can't wait for you to go away, now
 Did anybody ask if you could stay, now
 I wouldn't have it any other way, nah
 Go away
 No, I'm not okay, nah
 And I can't wait for you to go away, now
 Did anybody ask if you could stay, now
 I wouldn't have it any other way, nah
 Go away now
 You won't take control
 You won't make me fold
 Voices in my dome
 Guard my heart and soul
 You won't take control
 You won't make me fold
 Voices in my dome
 Don't wanna feel like I'm a ghost
 No, I'm not okay, nah
 And I can't wait for you to go away, now
 Did anybody ask if you could stay, now
 I wouldn't have it any other way, nah
 Go away
 No, I'm not okay, nah
 And I can't wait for you to go away, now
 Did anybody ask if you could stay, now
 I wouldn't have it any other way, nah
 Go away now