Never Good Enough

Lately I've been drowning in depression
 I don't know, why everything has to be a lesson
 Why everybody feel my life is so perfect
 Like I'm not like you, like everything I ain't stressin'
 And don't be tryin' to telling me, what you think is best for me
 Cause when I needed you most, you wasn't there for me
 So many people tryna jeopardize my destiny
 Man, I can't let these things get to me
 Not too many answers, so many issues
 So many tear drops, not too many tissues
 Times get rough, close ones, will forget you
 But then they come around, when they see it's beneficial
 Man, this shit is crazy, I'm tryna make a change
 I'm tryna be the reason, you ain't gotta see the rain
 I'm tryna be that person, that will cover up your stain
 When no matter what I do, I'm always covered with the blame
 Sometimes I wish there was a pill to heal my heart
 Or maybe a band-aid that could cover up these scars
 Nothing there was, ever strong enough
 Nothing is, ever good enough
 I wake up every morning and I ask myself
 Is life worth living, should I blast myself?
 I got so many thoughts in my head
 Like what's the point of even living, when I rather be dead
 Now, am I another victim to my misery?
 Or maybe everything I'm thinking, is all in my mind
 Why does that everything that I want is a mystery?
 And everything that I don't is easy to find
 I used to once to go to a party, with all my friends
 Until, I got comfortable with the lonely nights
 And lately, I been smoking, trying get me high
 How so ironic, cause deep inside, I'm afraid of heights
 But I still do it, and now it's a must
 And now I'm just another piece of sand in the dust
 See I can give you everything and leave me with the crust
 But no matter what I do, man it's never good enough
 Sometimes I wish there was a pill to heal my heart
 Or maybe a band-aid that could cover up these scars
 Nothing there was, ever strong enough
 Nothing is, ever good enough
 Sometimes I wish there was a pill to heal my heart
 Or maybe a band-aid that could cover up these scars
 Nothing there was, ever strong enough
 Nothing is, ever good enough