Why This, Why That and Why

When i was thrown into this planet
 I knew what's going on
 I was messing with my pacifier
 All day long
 Oh and i then i was twenty
 And i didn't have a clue
 I was messing with my days
 Trying to be true
 Trying to dig out
 The man that i could be
 I was shouting loud to find this little me
 He was stumbling through his days
 What else then could he try
 Looking for an answer
 Why this?
 Why that?
 And why?
 Oh and i then i was thirty
 I thought i knew what it was all about
 Cruising in the river
 Like a silver trout
 Swimming in the ocean
 Respected by the sharks
 Overnight the ocean turned out to be
 Too dark
 When i was diving deeper
 There was no light no more
 I couldn't find the way out
 The ocean has no door
 And all the things that happened to pretty desperate guy
 Leading to the question
 Why this?
 Why that?
 And why?
 I started to shout louder
 What is this all about?
 Struggling up the river
 Not even half-way proud
 For all the things that happened to this pretty desperate guy
 Who was looking for an answer
 Why this?
 Whay that?
 And why?