This Time It Will

Night comes and I need someone to take me home
 I'm a year's supply of words for no one else
 But I'm tired now of offering
 Words that you would never understand
 Like a dark day, and a cold hand
 How it's turned on me again somehow
 And my friends that really were aren't really now
 And I'm hearing things so quietly
 You hold just what you have right over me
 Like your whole life, and how it comes right back to mine, oh
 Haven't I done this all before?
 Maybe I have, I'm not sure
 But never again will I be left under the open air
 I waited around for you to be there
 I won't believe that it's so far away
 And I don't sleep now at night but through the day
 And you'll ask me why so honestly
 But I don't think it's something that I can see
 Like an old friend, turning now then once again, oh
 Haven't I done this all before?
 Maybe I have I'm not sure
 But only today will you still keep inside what I have said
 It's something new for you to forget
 So I'm not making any plans
 And where would I begin?
 But I'm doing so much better than
 So I think you should know
 There's not a window that I can't see out
 And your stories left too soon to read about
 But it was all done so easily
 I'm still not sure where I'm supposed to be
 Like your whole life, and how it comes right back to mine
 Haven't I done this all before?
 I know I have I'm quite sure
 But never again will I be left under the open air
 I waited around for you to be there
 Someone that you should have known
 Everything was there to be your own