Drives Me Crazy

Growing up I had some lonely days
 only child stuck in his lonely ways
 I guess that will have to explain
 why women say that I never share whats bothering me
 fuck that I just deal with it on my own
 read somewhere that this too shall pass on its own
 broken child from broken home
 pops was far away, only talked to him on the phone
 I slipped right into that zone
 shots with the homies the liquor would have us thrown
 moving fast, nowhere to go
 back then it was Marcel, John, and O
 that I used to kick it with but all of us grew up quick
 all went our separate ways and rarely ever kick it
 different strokes for different folks
 alcohol, coke or weed
 they give us different ways to cope, so
 The feeling wont escape me
 it drives me crazy
 it drives me crazy
 thought it would never phase me
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 Step father beating step brothers ass
 because step brother do shit that's making step father mad
 fuck around, step brother gone need a body bag
 for fucking off everything that he ever had
 really thinking that somethings wrong
 with you, up in the head
 you should leave all them drugs alone
 and it's cool to catch a zone
 but when your life aint worth shit, aint shit you could call your own, so
 when you see me we aint family nigga
 because I've been more of a son then you to your own daddy nigga
 should be luck to even have him nigga
 and on my mom, when I see you I'm bringing hands my nigga
 how we end up here in this place
 niggas back in the day but now I cant stand your face
 you belong to a darker place
 wicked niggas with wicked ways
 The feeling wont escape me
 it drives me crazy
 it drives me crazy
 thought it would never phase me
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 Every year we see more Columbines
 every night kids in Chicago die
 everyday I read my LA Times
 all I see is another victim of gun crime
 I can remember back when Derick died
 that was sometime before Laurence died
 good kids victims of gun violence
 but NRA still pushing for they're gun rights
 meanwhile back on the other side
 a church pastors molesting a couple of children I
 question religion
 it cause division
 they all be sinning
 but pointing at me like I'm in need of exorcism
 but I forgive em
 may god be with em
 The feeling wont escape me
 it drives me crazy
 it drives me crazy
 thought it would never phase me
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