Diary Entry

My eyes are swollen
 'Cause it's 10 a.m. and I've cried all morning
 Diary entry, mine's empty 'cause I've got nothing to say
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 My arms are folded
 'Cause it's someone else whose hand you're holding
 Diary entries don't tempt me
 I'll burn through every page
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 I'll be turning 21 in a month and it sucks
 'Cause I've never been in love
 I guess I've had that kid stuff
 But it's hard to say 'cause it's not like in the songs
 I guess I've had a crush or two
 But all I really want is you
 But you love someone else
 So, I'll never be in love
 No, I'll never be in love
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 I've never been afraid of heights
 But the clouds are scaring me tonight
 Because you've brought me this high
 And now I'm starting to fall teary-eyed
 I guess it's all my fault 'cause I'm invisible
 Do you like Halloween
 I must be a ghost to you
 'Cause all you ever do is, see right through me
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 I'll be turning 21 in a month and it sucks
 'Cause I've never been in love
 I guess I've had that kid stuff
 But it's hard to say 'cause it's not like in the songs
 I guess I've had a crush or two
 But all I really want is you
 But you love someone else
 So, I'll never be in love
 No, I'll never be in love
 And I wanna say love's dead but it's not
 'Cause I see the way you look at her
 I wanna call your lovesick bluff
 But I hear the way you sing about her
 I guess I'm just lost
 Empty diary and empty heart
 I'll be turning 21 in a month and it sucks
 'Cause I've never been in love
 I guess I've had that kid stuff
 But it's hard to say 'cause it's not like in the songs
 I guess I've had a crush or two
 But all I really want is you
 But you love someone else
 So, I'll never be in love (ooh)
 No, I'll never be in love (ooh)