Frame for One

Why should I believe
 You would try
 When I seen you
 Long let go of your own life
 Pissing your time away on the phone
 Like it's the stage for every side
 You've never shown
 And not the frame for one
 Who never would try
 Ain't no lie I've been running away
 From every long idea of life and love
 For the way that so much pain
 Always follows behind
 Sitting alone out there
 I had been doing just fine
 Guess I still believe in love
 Way I feel broken
 In the sights of her crooked smile
 And if I'd been more of feather
 Than of bone
 When she had shed
 All of her light on me alone
 I wouldn't have been
 So long thawing out
 Come my leave
 I'd be rolling in a wave
 Always far out of reason
 But I had one all the same
 Sooner or later
 It all came following behind
 And then alone out there
 I was just doing time
 In the twilight
 With all my mending bones
 Still a hairline crack
 In each one, give it time
 But I was well tired of waiting
 When I leapt off my ship
 Into the tide
 Shit
 Now the past lies there
 On an ocean
 To float on and die alone
 And the wind blows it
 Far out of mind
 With the waves all bowing over
 In a tunnel of time and its ghosts
 Maybe it will live on in my mind
 Come my way
 I'd been following a lie
 Or been a long time leading it
 It's foggy in my mind
 So much pain
 I'd been blurring the lines
 Under a mountain of weight
 In the calm of denial
 Couldn't stand it
 Seeing you there alone
 Through a crowd
 Of laughing people
 Sincere as a child
 Wish I knew how to hold on
 To what it's worth