Sleepless

I flip through the pages of old magazines
 And picture what might have been
 And I still can't believe how we both just gave in
 And I wish I could, I thought I should try
 To tell him that I love him, tell him that he shouldn't run
 Tell him that I love him, just to carry on
 Tell him that I love him, I wish he wouldn't hide
 And that wherever he goes, to learn how to get himself home
 Back home
 Well, I've asked for God one too many times
 And He never calls, He never calls me
 I still can't forgive myself enough to fall asleep
 Still, I'll pray that He's keeping you safe
 So tell him that I love him, tell him that he shouldn't run
 Tell him that I love him, just to carry on
 Tell him that I love him, I wish he wouldn't hide
 And that wherever he goes, to learn how to get himself home
 Well, of all of the dreams that you could've drowned in, you chose mine
 And I thought that I was right, but I guess I'm not
 And I don't mind the blame at all, it's just I never expected you
 I never expected you
 Tell him that I love him, tell him that he shouldn't run
 And tell him that I love him, just to carry on
 Tell him that I love him, I wish he wouldn't hide
 And that wherever he goes
 Tell him that I love him, tell him that he shouldn't run
 Tell him that I love him, just to carry on
 Tell him that I love him, I wish he wouldn't hide
 And that wherever he goes, to learn how to get himself home