Sobriety

Ma'am, I'm gon' need you to uh, pee in this cup
 
 Alright
 Xanny, packed in my Off-White fanny
 I been going off, I'm manic
 Shit wearing off, I'm landing
 More on the way, don't panic, oh-oh
 Drank too much, god, damn it (damn)
 Shut that door, don't slam it
 Shit too loud, can't stand it
 I can't stand it
 Wasted, hiding in the basement
 Careful when you do me wrong
 I don't ever chase shit
 Life is what you make it
 They say that when you make it
 How I gonna turn it off? All these expectations
 I got anxiety, they told me the pill should've helped me
 But I think they lied to me
 Motherfucking mess, I don't fit in society
 Demons inside of me, fuck my sobriety
 I got anxiеty, no, I won't piss in no cup
 Know that my liver is fucked
 Know that we living it up
 Fuck my sobriеty, fuck my sobriety, fuck my sobriety
 Sing me a motherfucking lullaby
 Hard as I'm trying, not tryna to die
 Spirits, I'm tryna hide
 Wide awake, thinking 'bout suicide
 Suicide, on the line, on my mind
 Bitch, I can't sleep, I'm in the deep end
 Fuck the Z's, unless it's O-Z's then
 I got anxiety, they told me the pill should've helped me
 But I think they lied to me
 Motherfucking mess, I don't fit in society
 Demons inside of me, fuck my sobriety
 I got anxiety, no, I won't piss in no cup
 Know that my liver is fucked
 Know that we living it up
 Fuck my sobriety, fuck my sobriety, fuck my sobriety
 I know I might seem like a mess and
 I got some heavy obsessions
 Depression ain't easy, but I'm just confessing
 I'm sick of pretending
 I'm sick, but I'm mending
 I'm probably offending some bitches with stitches, they all sacrilegious
 So I'm saying, "Fuck them" (fuck my sobriety) I'm saying, "Fuck them"
 I got anxiety, fuck my sobriety
 Go 'head, put that shit in variety (bitch)