Heroin

I ain't get no welcome back for the fact that this is rap
 But it's stacked with sounds that match
 Like the 90's coming back
 And you act like a platinum plaque
 Can judge where the fuck these artists heart is at
 And it can't
 I'm just a rat in a cage to these views and these plays
 And I've been preaching for days
 But nobody's at my sermon, nobody is ever learning
 I'm earning my way so it's okay to come back
 I'd like to introduce this grunge rap
 Is this that new that you've been looking for?
 Well how new is this?
 Is this that new that you've been looking for?
 Well how new is this?
 See I grew up on some stunted and 50 cent in the Unit
 And fifty percent of my intake of music
 Was influenced by my pop and that was rocking
 I was only just a kid when Slim Shady popped pills
 Like it was hot
 And he was dropping shit that made us all question
 What we're doing
 I just took it too serious and then I got to moving
 I was skipping classes until I was a drop out
 But I excelled at writing like a cop out
 And then I watched my Dad rock out
 I Just wanted the life, I just wanted the life
 Like I'm wild for the night, fuck being polite
 And I became what I am from the voices in my head
 And it started when my uncle Fred passed in my bed
 So I prayed to his ghost "Like help me"
 Cause my family's not united like Chelsea
 And the life that I'm living's unhealthy
 But I'm living the life that they dealt me and I'm getting it
 Stare at me
 While I'm crying and dying to hold on
 There's more drops in the bottle
 But doesn't stop him on the way down
 She looks like heroin, I love it
 When she touches like heroin, I need it
 And she feels like heroin, I want it
 It must be heroin, It must be heroin
 I'm hell bounded in the cross-fire
 Across is across from the claustrophobic arroba
 Side of the closet
 The clause stating a clause of the lost laying the law
 On the hard hatred involves of the false fade of the God
 Hand on the Bible, you lying?
 A Tiger would count your stripes
 And a presence of higher beings
 Your only presence is silence
 I promise, this is heroin, this is crack music
 This is Aerosmith, bitch I spat to you
 I'll probably die being dyed the color of die, why?
 Cause I'm taking chances, the life's just crap
 And you rolled a die
 Make couples happy
 But happiness only happens alive like
 "Ronnie your accurate
 She found commas inside your rhyme"
 But they never question it
 Too scared of the consequences of being defenseless
 I've taken shots like the endless
 Wasn't dependent, I needed something to lie on
 They never had nothing to live for, only to die for
 Stare at me
 While I'm crying and dying to hold on
 There's more drops in the bottle
 But doesn't stop him on the way down
 She looks like heroin, I love it
 When she touches like heroin, I need it
 And she feels like heroin, I want it
 It must be heroin, It must be heroin
 Is this that new that you've been looking for?
 Is this that new that you've been looking for?
 Well how new is this?