isolation

Losing my patience
 Trying to find consolation
 I'm my own best friend
 Cause I feel the best when I'm alone
 Trying to survive my mind
 Losing every grasp of time
 The bright side of the moon
 Illuminates my room
 Isolation's how I'm coping
 Lord knows I need to focus
 Living in delusion
 Constantly confused don't
 Think anyone noticed
 My absence on short notice
 But honestly it's cool cause
 I barely even knew ya
 Isolation's got me feeling like I'm missing out on
 Things, but I don't know how to cope with what's in my
 Brain, so I just keep on sticking to myself and
 Writing songs about it
 Cause that's what keeps me sane
 My last situationship was fucked up
 I blamed it on myself but that was fucked up
 For a minute I just thought that I had bad luck
 Cause he just wanted
 I didn't want to
 We didn't bother
 Yeah
 And usually I get off by my lonesome
 But he was moving to me like he found the one
 Now I'm wishing that we had a different outcome
 Cause he just wanted
 I didn't want to
 We didn't bother
 Yeah
 But I'm tired
 And uninspired
 Wish things were nicer
 I don't know if I can go on
 The way the world moves
 Burns out my damn fuse
 Pass me a lighter, now I'm gonna smoke in my room
 My friends know that I've tried to fight
 Through the slow mornings and lonely nights
 Hope it all feels better soon
 And I have my own place by June
 And someone to buy me roses
 And blow up my phone notifs
 I'm scared to make commitments
 I pray next time it's different
 I'm tired of my excuses
 And causing my own bruises
 Cause honestly I've screwed up
 And it's been getting too much
 Isolation's got me feeling like I'm missing out on things
 But I don't know how to cope with what's in my brain
 So I just keep on sticking to myself and writing songs about it
 Cause that's what keeps me sane
 Isolation's got me feeling like I'm missing out on things
 But I don't know how to cope with what's in my brain
 So I just keep on sticking to myself and writing songs about it
 Cause that's what keeps me sane