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Decaying as I am
 I need not some promised land
 I know that I am failing
 Acceptance was the plan
 No silence in the sea
 Nothing tranquil awaits me
 Useless and used up
 With too much using to do
 I have chosen everything
 This is what makes it so bad
 No matter what the action
 The situation was created by me
 My life is different
 These grey streets will only get me down
 They will never fool me
 Integrate me as their clown
 Decaying as I am
 I need not some promised land
 I know that I am failing
 Acceptance was the plan
 No silence in the sea
 Nothing tranquil awaits me
 Useless and used up
 With too much using to do
 Decaying as I am
 I need not some promised land
 I know that I am failing
 Acceptance was the plan
 Stumbling through patches
 Of flowered mortality
 My daze is special
 You you're my goddess to be