Trying to Say No

I am never trusting anyone, that part of my heart is lost and gone
 Promises unkept depressed and under slept
 Always wondering why I never see it coming
 People sure are something
 I will never know just why I can't say no
 Spending time with you was bad for me
 I let you in my life easily
 I saw warning signs but I didn't mind
 'Cause I figured I'm a beggar not a chooser
 Even with abusers
 I will never know just why I can't say no
 Everything that happens starts and ends the same
 I should know by now that I'm the one to blame
 Why do I
 Give my heart out just to know that one day
 I will cry and cry
 I do not wish harm to anyone
 Sorry that it's time that you are gone
 I can't be your friend
 It will never end
 Friends don't put their friends in such traumatic danger
 Now you're just a stranger
 And so on I'll go
 Just trying to say no