I Wanna Know

How's everybody feeling out there? We good? Let's talk to the sample right quick. I always pictured we'd be. It go like this. Listen
 Let me tell you how I pictured this
 A few houses, a couple businesses
 Striving for greatness, we would be each other's witnesses
 And during beef, we both would put aside our differences
 Where I ain't flinch a bit making you insignificant
 Maybe kids and shit, perfect arithmetic
 Meaning we could build our own world and co-exist in it
 She a synergy, sharing energy
 Let our souls mate in the air if you remember me
 Now here's what I did with it
 Went out my way to fuck these stripper chicks
 Lost good girls making them mistresses
 Just savages, missed marriages
 They all was my babies, I needed those miscarriages
 My worthless self when Joe felt hurt
 I went and targeted women who had no self worth
 I relate to praying nightly feeling no spell work
 When you can do it, but a stranger gotta go help first
 I called moms on the phone, here's what I told her real quick
 I said my 20s flew by with no control of the shit
 Her next sentences weirded out, forever whole with the grip
 She said it go by even faster as the older you get
 I wanna never dumb down, I'd have to lower my wit
 Ain't gotta post this on the Gram for you to know what it is
 A partner to trust, I'm thinking even bigger for us
 Mom should've told me this when we had shit to discuss
 Now either one of us is how we figured we'd be
 Sometimes the thought of what if still lives here with me
 I always pictured we'd be
 Nah'mean? That's how I see it in my head though. Ain't quite pan out like that. Word up. Let me tell you about some more of God's work though
 I wanna know what this life's supposed to be like
 I wanna know, wanna know, ah
 I wanna know what this love's supposed to be like
 I wanna know, wanna know
 Nah, I like it just like that, Parks, let it run
 A love that's tideful, never prideful
 If you're truly better without me how can I spite you?
 As I yearn for the greatest love I ever had
 Pardon me, kid, I'm still learning how to be a dad
 We be in spots you shouldn't be in 'till you grown
 I was absent so long I'm just not leaving you home
 So nah, too much to learn, too much world out there
 Let me teach you about these hoes, too many girls out there
 I respect your mom's tutelage
 But that's my weird and my brain, what's she gon' do with this?
 Watch and learn, foolish kid
 Eyes light up with surprise, you're just like I am
 I think that you're enjoying this ride just like I am
 Look, same pedigree theoretically
 Cut from a cloth that was gone, that's just genetically
 One job in life to make you a much better me
 Greater feeling than I imagine this shit would ever be
 You be feeling strong when you diss me in songs
 I did the same my whole career, would never tell you it's wrong
 Whatever works out, whatever the price, get that embedded
 Even if at my expense, I'll pay it, you take the credit
 Had a power struggle when I thought your mom abused it
 My hands were in bondage, useless
 Beyond the excuses, calm through it
 It's crazy bond music
 And we do it beautifully for our beautiful conduit
 So right now I stand in a place I never stood before
 Finally filled the void in my life, I wasn't good before
 Fucking with these hoes, that energy I was putting forth
 God, this was more like the fucking love I was looking for
 Now it's better than we pictured it'd be
 And the supervised visits, would never have to relive it
 Little nigga will be
 This is greater than us. Greater than me. Greater than anything I could ever imagine, man. I ain't talking to everbody. Trey, what up though? What up? What up?
 I wanna know what this life's supposed to be like
 I wanna know, wanna know, ah
 I wanna know what this love's supposed to be like
 I wanna know, wanna know
 I wanna know what this life's supposed to be like
 I wanna know, wanna know, ah
 I wanna know what this love's supposed to be like
 I wanna know, wanna know