Lesley

Father forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning
 I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system
 Father forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning
 I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system
 Now it's been two years since I hurt you
 I remember Instagram, used to search you up
 When I didn't give a fuck, I was stealing all your pics
 Now I made a couple bucks
 And I think I made a difference, you miss me like all of a sudden
 I used to love you, but now I'm just runnin'
 From thoughts in my head 'cause I think that you bluffin'
 You only want me 'cause I'm gettin' money
 I only want you 'cause back in the day
 You had played with my feelings, put knots in my stomach
 I only think you that dated me just 'cause
 You hated me, you always treated me funny
 You said you love me too fast, I knew it
 I fell in love with the past and blew it
 Realized I need the cash, I knew it
 I never thought you would last, so threw it
 Father forgive me, for I know I'm sinnin'
 I'm off of this Henny, the room keep on spinnin'
 I tryna impress her, so I keep on spendin'
 She makin' me jealous so I think she winnin'
 Fallin' awake, god, I'm hatin' this feelin'
 You are my drug, make my eyes hit the ceilin'
 It's finna take a long time for this healin'
 She broke my heart and my soul she was stealin'
 It's been so long since somebody cared
 'Bout somethin' that's other than money instead
 You care 'bout your followers, baby, I'm here
 I follow you, honestly, yeah, everywhere
 Yeah, but you want to play with me head
 The only time you feelin' me is in bed
 I swear that you treated me worse than the dead
 You act like I didn't exist, but I did
 But you s'til get mad, every time I left you on read
 Baby, I told you I was gon' get bread
 And now that I'm here, you wan' be friends
 Honestly, I should be apologizin'
 I was a dog when I think about it
 There's always two sides to the shit, regardless
 So when I look back, I'm the one that's heartless
 Shit, we should start speakin' again
 I know that you listenin' in
 And chill, I can't see you again
 'Cause I do not want to be friends (I do not want to be friends)
 In fact that I don't know what I want (in fact that I don't know what I want)
 Gotta make up my way to the top
 And my heart will be broke 'til it stop
 And my heart will be broke 'til it stop
 Father forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning
 I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system
 Father forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning
 I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system
 Father forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning
 I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system
 
 Father forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning
 I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system
 Father forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning
 I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system
 Now it's been two years since I hurt you
 I remember Instagram, used to search you up
 When I didn't give a fuck, I was stealing all your pics
 Now I made a couple bucks
 And I think I made a difference, you miss me like all of a sudden
 I used to love you, but now I'm just runnin'
 From thoughts in my head 'cause I think that you bluffin'
 You only want me 'cause I'm gettin' money
 I only want you 'cause back in the day
 You had played with my feelings, put knots in my stomach
 I only think you that dated me just 'cause
 You hated me, you always treated me funny
 You said you love me too fast, I knew it
 I fell in love with the past and blew it
 Realized I need the cash, I knew it
 I never thought you would last, so threw it
 Father forgive me, for I know I'm sinnin'
 I'm off of this Henny, the room keep on spinnin'
 I tryna impress her, so I keep on spendin'
 She makin' me jealous so I think she winnin'
 Fallin' awake, god, I'm hatin' this feelin'
 You are my drug, make my eyes hit the ceilin'
 It's finna take a long time for this healin'
 She broke my heart and my soul she was stealin'
 It's been so long since somebody cared
 'Bout somethin' that's other than money instead
 You care 'bout your followers, baby, I'm here
 I follow you, honestly, yeah, everywhere
 Yeah, but you want to play with me head
 The only time you feelin' me is in bed
 I swear that you treated me worse than the dead
 You act like I didn't exist, but I did
 But you s'til get mad, every time I left you on read
 Baby, I told you I was gon' get bread
 And now that I'm here, you wan' be friends
 Honestly, I should be apologizin'
 I was a dog when I think about it
 There's always two sides to the shit, regardless
 So when I look back, I'm the one that's heartless
 Shit, we should start speakin' again
 I know that you listenin' in
 And chill, I can't see you again
 'Cause I do not want to be friends (I do not want to be friends)
 In fact that I don't know what I want (in fact that I don't know what I want)
 Gotta make up my way to the top
 And my heart will be broke 'til it stop
 And my heart will be broke 'til it stop
 Father forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning
 I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system
 Father forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning
 I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system
 Father forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning
 I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system