Boundaries

I never really believed you were mine
 Even though that's how we're told to define love
 Love does not seek to control or confine
 Even though that's more than I can say of mine
 But maybe we just need a little more time
 To sit back and watch these knots unwind
 You know everyone's scared they're losing their minds
 But if you open your eyes, they're easy enough to find
 Too bad we're so fucking stoked to be blind
 I can't seem to shake what you said
 And I don't feel safe in my head
 I will be raised from the depths
 Of my sorrows, at least when I'm dead
 Mother, forgive me, I'm lost
 But I'll find my way home, whatever the cost
 I'll lay down my weapons and crawl
 My way back over all the boundaries I've crossed
 Well I know it's hard to loosen your grip
 But try to see you're hanging on to a sinking ship
 No matter what, just remember to breathe
 'Cause I believe we got a few cards up our sleeve
 And everything is a part of the whole
 So don't let the black hole in you take control
 Everything has a reason to be
 So don't believe it when they tell you you're not free
 And it's you pitted against me
 I can't seem to shake what you said
 And I don't feel safe in my head
 I will be raised from the depths
 Of my sorrows, at least when I'm dead
 Mother, forgive me, I'm lost
 But I'll find my way home, whatever the cost
 I'll lay down my weapons and crawl
 My way back over all the boundaries I've crossed