This Is Why

Hey, would you want to go with me to a party
 It might be dumb, and I don't know anyone
 Sure, I know there will be nothing there for me
 But let's go anyway, I'll drive you home when we're done
 We could sleep, but haven't you heard we're all dying
 Living fast is much more fun
 And I think deep down we know there's no point in trying
 But all we know how to do is run, run, run, run, run
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 And this is why I cannot be alone anymore
 I miss the time when I knew what my time was for
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 Oh my God, is it me, or is it getting harder
 To believe you were ever really anyone
 I'm not sure, but I think I used to be much smarter
 Back when I used to walk instead of run
 And I could say what you want to hear if it would stop you crying
 That way might be much more fun
 And I would tell you the truth, but I would be lying
 'Cause even I don't know what I've done, done, done, done, done
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 And this is why I cannot be around anyone
 I miss the time when I knew how to be alone