Witchsickness

Unbind my hands
 Can't remember where I laid my plans
 Syphilitic shadows crowd the bar and drown me out
 Everybody's lining up to tell me what I'm all about
 It's a lot of weight to try to bear on your own
 It's a lot of pain to hold when you don't have a home
 I try to scrape the silver linings off of every cloud
 But everything I touch just turns to lead and pulls me down
 Maybe I was you in another life
 I still have the maps of your mind
 Maybe it's time to surrender and release
 What I thought was mine
 Unmake my vows
 This was a mistake, I'm breaking down and I want out
 I wasn't ready for this path, its power or its pain
 But I know I will never be what I once was again
 It's a lot of light to try to bear on your own
 And there's a lot of sleepless nights you just stay awake shaking all alone
 But all my supernatural symptoms seem to fade away
 The second I remember I am the God to which I pray
 Maybe I am
 Everything I thought I needed from you
 Maybe it's time to surrender and release
 What I thought I knew
 And I wanted to fail
 I wanted to fail
 I wanted to fail
 But I tried
 I tried, i tried, i tried
 I tried, i tried, i tried, i tried
 There's a lot of valid reasons I should want you dead
 But I will do my very best to worship you instead
 You destroy me perfectly, my enemy, my friend
 I know exactly how all this will end, I just don't know when