Madeline

If you and I, we died tomorrow
 Would you be happy with all of the things you've done?
 Years, they never seem to slow down
 'Til they're gone
 The air, it seems, is getting cool now
 And I can feel my mind
 Room is spinning 'round and 'round
 And fuck, please wake me up
 Now, I need these memories in me until the day that I leave
 'Til the day I believe in the stories I read when I'm alone
 I got my family in Ohio and my girl in LA
 My mom and dad in Texas, but I can't seem to stay for too long
 Too long
 Now, when I leave, it's not just for me, it's not just for me
 I promise to keep when I was crying and you held my hand
 Tell my mother that I'm gone, and my sister that I love her so
 And, oh, my father he ought to know
 I'll be doing just fine on my own
 On my own
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 Yeah, I remember you laying down there
 And you could hardly cry, but I saw in your eye
 Then you told us, "It'll be okay"
 But fuck, I'm still not okay, okay
 Oh yeah, all of this hurt you sing about for the chimes, the chimes
 Yeah, I know I should've shown you my face more
 But it was easier for me to drink away my pain
 Now I think about it every day
 Now Katie, Sarah, Julia, and I have an angel above
 And there'll never be a day when she's not by our side, our side
 Yeah, I got my family in Ohio and my girl in LA
 My ma and dad in Texas, but I can't seem to stay for too long
 For too long
 Now, when I leave, it's not just for me, it's not just for me
 I promise to keep when I was crying and you held my hand
 Tell my mother that I'm gone, and my sister that I love her so
 And, oh, my father he ought to know
 I'll be doing just fine on my own
 On my own
 (If you and I, we died tomorrow)
 (Would you be happy with all of the things you've done?)
 Now and then, now and then, I just hold it in
 But, oh my god, I feel it burning in my chest again
 And outside, as the snow stuck to the pavement
 My sister had tears rolling down her freezing skin
 From time to time I wonder why it had to happen so soon
 Why'd it have to happen so soon?