Not Running Anymore

Bless me father I have sinned,
 I'm not sure where to begin.
 I won't name names or where I've been,
 But I've been there and back again.
 No hail Marie's will save me,
 You learned to live with memories,
 Here, slip this sinner up your sleeve,
 Just stay inside until I leave.
 I've been running, always running
 Never have both feet on the floor.
 I've been running, always running,
 Now I'm not running any more...
 The hands of time may tick no more
 Let darkness fall upon this door
 No waves will wash up on this shore
 I won the fight but lost the war.
 I've been running, always running
 Never had both feet on the floor
 And I've been running, always running
 Now I ain't running anymore.
 Yeah there were roses I have loved
 Who've given or have given up
 I pushed your patience and my luck
 It wasn't love I didn't trust
 It wasn't you, or me, or us
 You've shouldered ifs, and ands, and buts
 It's not that way ok, I've said too much
 But I've been running, always running
 Never had both feet on the floor
 I've been running, always running
 Now I ain't running anymore