Broken Mirror

They say the good die young, so the bad die old
 Guess we somewhere in the middle, so just pray for my soul
 All I want to do is right, but all I'm seeing is wrong
 And I'm trying to stay strong but its taking its toll
 And I ain't no better than you so when you playing this song
 And you feeling how I'm feeling, just know that you ain't alone
 Everyday you wake up, another day that it's on
 So we got to wake up before what we seeing is gone
 Since the beggining, the mirror of what I've written
 Real has been my description, ain't never been nothing different
 Love me or hate me, just know its me you lovin' or hatin'
 So there will never be an issue with what judgement your making
 High school, I knew who I was, I had direction
 A leader, I don't follow nobody, always progressing
 So every girl in highschool a ho, was the perception
 Coz lame niggas lied on their dick, to get accepted
 Takin' a girls purity to get a sense of security
 Now she insecure, she get older and she ain't sure of me
 And I ain't sayin' I'm an angel or saint
 But one of these days I might need her to be wifey, but she can't
 Coz now she don't trust niggas, all the time fuck niggas
 Coz if she don't she thinking then no nigga gon' fuck with her
 Both male and female, lost in misdirection
 It's a crazy world when you live in a misconception
 She had the university trying to fit in, blowing intuition
 Was a good girl back at the crib, but now she different
 Blowin' trees, she was never into it
 It's the influence of her roomy, she with it coz all her friends do it
 Back home she knew people, now she with these new people
 She don't know herself no more, now she feeling like two people
 Niggas in the dorm, 3am, thinking they cool people
 Trying to keep up with this bullshit can consume people
 Talking loud, wrong crowd, ya'll fucking the same dudes
 Feeling like you can't move, this painful, this ain't you
 You stay loose, cranberry juice and grey goose
 Can't shake ya head at them hoes, coz you doing what they do
 Niggas play you, too far gone, who gon' save you
 Funny how shit could have been, if you had stayed you
 Out of control on the path of misdirection
 It's the crazy life when you live in misconception
 The coolest nigga in high school, was exactly that
 The coolest nigga in high school, time passed right by you
 Passing days of glory, keep telling them war stories
 Leaching off baby mommas, he never set his priorities
 Already finding, his best days is behind him
 The hoes that he used to fuck, is what defines him
 Sleeping on different couches, got seeds in three different houses
 But if you ask about him, he barely know nothing bout em'
 I don't want him around me, all I know about him
 Is he broke and he brag about being in and out the county
 And since when is not being shit, the shit?
 When there's only one life to live, I hope you listen huh?
 Still alive, done living at twenty five
 Stuck in the hood, but never got out coz he never tried
 Look, check your brother, but check yourself first
 The truth hurts, but we can all change after this
 Shits real... It's too real