When I Held Ya

I can't afford this heart?
 Still I am responsible
 If people fall apart
 Believe me, I don't want to go
 You won't believe it's true
 When I tell you 'bout my feelings
 And what you're supposed to do
 I'm sorry, but I don't want to go
 But baby, I tell ya
 My heart is freaking out when I held ya
 Even in the best of days
 Love will be hard and hearts will be faking
 Baby, you're glistening
 I see it in your eyes that you're listening
 Do you even understand
 I have to let go of your hand
 I have to let go of your hand
 And then you believe in me
 you took me by my hand
 and told me that I made you free
 I need you
 I need you to know
 As always I just can't cry
 I don't know the answer
 but I've always wondered why
 today, I know, today
 Cause baby, I tell ya
 My heart is freaking out when I held ya
 Even in the best of days
 Love will be hard and hearts will be faking
 Baby, you're glistening
 I see it in your eyes that you're listening
 Do you even understand
 I have to let go of your hand
 I have to let go
 I would like to believe you were right
 And if I told you
 Would you go there tonight
 Cause baby, I tell ya
 My heart is freaking out when I held ya
 Even in the best of days
 Love will be hard and hearts will be faking
 Baby, you're glistening
 I see it in your eyes that you're listening
 Do you even understand
 I have to let go of your hand
 Cause baby, I tell ya
 My heart is freaking out when I held ya
 Even in the best of days
 Love will be hard and hearts will be faking
 Baby, you're glistening
 I see it in your eyes that you're listening
 Do you even understand
 I have to let go of your hand
 I have to let go of your hand
 I have to let go of your hand
 I can't afford this heart
 Still I am responsible
 If people fall apart
 Believe me, I don't want to go