truth

I will never understand the static in my ears
 'Cause the man inside my closet says he plays it when he's near
 A picket fence of post-its line the borders of my head
 Warnings towards the thoughts that wish me dead
 Loving, lying, losing, it's a cycle I can't break
 And trusting twisted audibles was my greatest mistake
 But people try to piece me back to what I was before
 Oh, I'm still pretty broken at my core
 All the love my mother's shown
 Will petrify the ringing in my skull
 And all my father's words of wisdom
 Carry me towards my missing home
 'Cause I'm so sick of listening to these walls
 So I'll remove the words for being wrong
 Loving's easy, living's far too hard
 Oh, and I'm the biggest liar of them all
 And it's the truth I want
 It's the truth I want
 It's the truth I-
 Wander towards my wayward heart, I
 Wonder how I got this far these far
 These plastic people tear me down, I'll
 Piece myself together, now I
 Cut my hair to just stop caring
 'Bout the judgement I was hunting
 I just wanna be somebody known
 And loved by those around me
 Pity seeking, city sleeping
 Mind alive and eyes still leaking
 Head still racing, heart needs saving
 Now
 'Cause I'm so sick of listening to these walls
 So I'll remove the words for being wrong
 Loving's easy, living's far too hard
 Oh, and I'm the biggest liar of them all
 And it's the truth I want
 It's the truth I want
 It's the truth I want