Rain

Lately I ain't feelin the best, but fuck it
 This dream I hold is worth all the stress, I trust it
 Tellin myself this pain in chest, is nothin
 God's puttin' me thru this bittersweet test for somethin
 I need to grow, destined to be great
 I need to blow, but not with my mixtape
 I want to, share my vision
 Be exact with my precision
 I'll be damned if my decision
 Is give up and lose faith
 Challenges come and go, but the scars still remain
 Internal struggle makes me wonder if I'm even sane
 My dreams and goals are the prey I know that I need to tame
 It gets harder with time passing, welcome to the game
 What the fuck do you know about an EFC
 While mines at zero Berkeley doesn't fully cover me
 Which means I work my ass off to stay here
 And try to benefit from this institutions opportunity
 As I'm walking through my life's road
 And see some doors closing up
 Ima kick that shit down cause I told my
 Fam and momma that I'm never givin up
 We're just going up like the angels
 Never coming down like the rain
 I promise when I make it to my goals
 Take the fam out the struggle it won't ever be the same
 I'm a low-income, first-generation student
 I know I'm capable, but now I need to fucken prove it
 The motivation comes and goes so I better not lose it
 When I'm feeling down, I self- medicate by making music
 Sometimes I look back and see where I came from
 I see the growth, and I know for sure I ain't done
 As a person, friend, partner, and a damn son
 There's many quitters and I know forrsure I ain't one
 There's no way to stop me, I'm runnin out like a robbery
 You stay the same like a copy, you're on the bottom like lobbies
 I'm on the top like the ceiling, and now I can't stop the feeling
 The rush is really appealing, and it just helps with the healing
 Damn, I'm scared of the future that I cant see
 I talk to God and I hope that he listens to me
 Not been to church in a while, he's probably mad at me
 Still have faith and I became the man I had to be
 As I'm walking through my life's road
 And see some doors closing up
 Ima kick that shit down cause I told my
 Fam and momma that I'm never givin up
 We're just going up like the angels
 Never coming down like the rain
 I promise when I make it to my goals
 Take the fam out the struggle it won't ever be the same
 No it won't ever be the same
 No it won't ever be the mother fucken same
 I take the fam out the struggle it won't ever be the
 It would never be the mother fucken same
 We're just going up like the angels
 Never coming down like the rain
 I promise when I make it to my goals
 Take the fam out the struggle it won't ever be the same