Hold My Breath

I hold my breath
 And try to choke it away
 I got these things on my mind
 And its always the same
 I hold my breath
 It feels like I am insane
 Like the grip of a snake
 And I am crushed from the weight
 It seems the more I feel like I'm falling
 Seems the further I have to go
 I spend my time becoming accustomed
 To the only thing that I know
 In a way I feel like I've always
 Felt, before I have... this time
 Oh, its just a state of mind
 I hold my breath
 And as I'm trying to change
 Got these things on my mind
 And its always the same
 I hold my breath
 And as it all slips away
 I push myself to the edge
 And I go straight for the vein
 Some holiday
 Figured it way too late you say
 The rest is gone
 The rest is gone