Numb

I can't be everything that you want me to be
 Had me on a string, got me down on my knees
 Twisted figurine, wash the blood on my teeth (wash the blood on my teeth)
 I got new ink just to feel something
 'Dead to me' on my eulogy
 Kerosene burning our memories
 And sometimes I scare myself when I'm left alone with my head, yeah
 Why does everything feel so numb?
 I try to talk, but I ain't got nothing to say
 I just wanna be left alone
 I fantasize about my grave like everyday
 Why does everything feel so numb?
 Why does everything feel so numb?
 You said you cared but I never felt love
 So get me out of this place and get the phone out my hand
 The social media game is going straight to my head
 I try to hurt myself, it's just the way I am (it's just the way I am)
 And sometimes I scare myself when I'm left alone with my head, yeah
 Fuck
 Why does everything feel so numb?
 I try to talk, but I ain't got nothing to say
 I just wanna be left alone ('lone)
 I fantasize about my grave like everyday
 Why does everything feel so numb?
 Why does everything feel so numb?
 Why does everything feel so numb?
 You said you cared but I never felt love
 But you're still there when I can hardly breathe
 When I won't wake or fall asleep
 The pain reaches inside of me
 But I can't, I can't
 Break
 No, I can't break
 Why does everything feel so numb?
 I try to talk, but I ain't got nothing to say
 I just wanna be left alone ('lone)
 I fantasize about my grave like everyday
 Why does everything feel so numb?
 Why does everything feel so numb?
 Why does everything feel so numb?
 You said you cared, but I never felt love (never felt love)
 Sometimes I scare myself when I'm left alone...
 Sometimes I scare myself when I'm left alone...