My Smile Is Extinct

Yes, she is the best I've ever had
 I'll say it to her face and I'll say it to her dad
 We went to a party
 At my good friend's house
 Then I fell asleep inside my car
 She tapped up on the window, said she'd gone too far
 She'd met another boy
 Another pretty boy
 I said, "Kill me now, I want to die"
 "I heard there's a chance at an afterlife"
 "I might not get let in"
 "But at least I won't be living"
 Here I am, sandwiched between
 Heaven and hell, oh what, they don't exist?
 Oh well, I wouldn't have gotten into the good one
 And I still won't be living to
 See her with another man
 Oh that really, really, really, really wasn't my plan
 I used to ask life to kill me slowly
 But now I beg you just get on with it
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 Yes, she is the best I've ever had
 I'll say it to her face and I'll say it to her dad
 We went out for dinner
 At our favorite restaurant
 Then she reached across and grabbed my hand
 I don't like when they do that, it's always part of the plan
 She said, "I've met a boy"
 Another pretty boy
 I said, "Kill me now, I want to die"
 "I heard there's a chance at an afterlife"
 "I might not get let in"
 "But at least I won't be living"
 Here I am, sandwiched between
 Heaven and hell, oh what, they don't exist?
 Oh well, I wouldn't have gotten into the good one
 And I still won't be living to
 Ever see her with another man
 Oh that really, really, really, really wasn't my plan
 I used to ask life to kill me slowly
 But now I beg you just get on with it