It Ain't Me

I held on as long as I could
 I was hurting but I still believed our love was good
 Now you're off
 Living your new life
 And I want you to be happy
 But sometimes late at night
 I wonder
 What if your heart will open up
 Wider than it ever opened up before
 And a new love comes rushin' through that door?
 It ain't easy knowing
 It won't be me
 I can't complain, it's been awhile
 I see you kiss her at the bar and I practice my best smile
 And I know
 I don't wanna know
 But the question eats me up inside
 And never lets me go
 What if your heart will open up
 Wider than it ever opened up before
 And a new love comes rushin' through that door?
 It ain't easy knowing
 It won't be me
 Guess I'll have to pack away all of this past
 Like I had to pack away everything else
 And I'll keep all this love to myself
 What if your heart will open up
 Wider than it ever opened up before
 And a new love comes rushin' through that door?
 It ain't easy knowing
 It won't be me
 Oh darling
 It ain't me