Blessed

A sculpted sacred altar
 A place where thoughts consume
 A wish turns into ashes
 My company
 Is hate
 This bark won't peel off my wounds
 Distrust
 Wall my way to suffocate
 I hear the heretic calling
 He carries me away
 Shattered into a thousand insects
 Of disbelief
 This taste
 Will never leave my mouth now
 Suffer
 While my sanity mocks me
 He refused to embrace it and I struck him down
 It blessed me with sight
 I could not look away
 Open every door
 Let the light shine in
 Close all contact
 High council in your mind
 Used to be a man with dreams
 Desires and aspiration
 Now all I welcome is agony
 My thoughts swarm to them
 The vastness of this place
 A second sacred home
 Make my thoughts falter
 Snapped under the weight
 Black light
 Is the only light I can see now
 Down here
 Smothered with my thoughts clinging to life
 I fought a thousand serpents
 I tread on holy ground
 My minds contamination
 A sacred second home