Exless

I don't know why
 But I'm feeling like
 I need to scream on the highway
 Windows down
 In the middle of winter
 Miss family dinner
 But it's not like
 There'd be much on my plate anyway
 "Why'd you have to leave?"
 Or "Why did you cheat?"
 Shout something cathartic
 Or borderline pathetic
 Write it out and send it
 Hope that you don't get it
 But it's not like I have much to say anyway
 No, it's not like I have much to say anyway
 'Cause I don't have an ex
 I don't have a one that got away
 And I always forget, oh
 That I can't count the boys I didn't date
 So why do I feel this way
 When I don't have an ex
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 I don't know why
 It's been on my mind
 I've never not been lonely
 It's not like I
 Haven't had a few heartbreaks
 More than I've had dates
 But I just want to love before I lose
 But I know I'm young
 Got nothing but time
 But I'm only growing older
 And I wanna invest in
 Something I'll regret is
 That a big request
 'Cause I just want to play the radio
 And shout about a feeling that I know
 But I don't have an ex
 I don't have a one that got away
 And I always forget, oh
 That I can't count the boys I didn't date
 So why do I feel this way
 When I don't have an ex
 'Cause I thought it'd be you
 To break my heart if you had to
 Would have let it slide if I had
 Got to call you mine
 But instead I'm on my own
 Back to what I'm used to
 Without you
 'Cause I thought it'd be you
 To break my heart if you had to
 Would have let it slide if I had
 Got to call you mine
 But instead I'm on my own
 Back to what I'm used to
 Without you
 And I might be a mess
 What did I expect?
 When I don't have a one that got away
 And I always forget, oh
 That I can't count the boys I didn't date
 Why do I feel this way?
 When I don't have an ex