Don't Lose It (From Footballers' Wives the Musical)

Don't lose it
 Don't lose it
 I know the game
 I know the score
 I know it's stupid wanting more
 But for once could I just rest
 My head against his chest
 Feel his breath warm in my hair
 Knowing he would always be there?
 What did I expect
 That he would honour and protect?
 My shining knight
 Faithful and true?
 Just for once
 When the moon turns to blue?
 Could he wrap me in his arms?
 Catch me when I fall?
 Keep me safe from harm
 Hear me when I call?
 If I wait long enough
 Would he be strong enough
 That just for once
 I could be small?
 That's all
 Don't lose it
 Don't lose it
 Let him have his head
 Let him off the lead
 Let him believe he's in control
 Forget the things he said
 Remember what you need
 Keep your eyes fixed on the goal
 Everything I've done
 I've done for us
 I will not get thrown under the bus
 This life is mine as much as his
 Without me he wouldn't be where he is
 Everywhere I look
 Everything I see
 I know what it took
 It's down to me
 How the pieces fit
 He doesn't have a clue
 I make it work
 'Cos that is what I do
 I won't lose it
 I won't lose it
 I'm not letting go
 I won't lose it
 I won't lose it
 I'm not letting go
 I must bide my time
 Hold fast those ties that bind
 This mist will rise
 And he will find
 That when he takes me in his arms
 I will make him want me more
 Then he will see this life of ours
 Is worth him fighting for
 If I stay strong enough
 If I just wait long enough
 And pray to God
 Make the right call
 Don't lose it
 Don't lose it
 Don't lose it all