When I'm Like This

It's funny how it's sunny out and all I think about
 Is how I'm still sad on the inside
 You know the words to calm me down
 But no offense, I know 'em all by now
 I'm afraid I'll scream and shout
 And I don't want you there when it comes out
 I shouldn't mind it
 'Cause you don't mind it
 But I don't like me when I'm like this
 It's hard to explain, I just get in my way
 I don't wanna be reminded
 Of time that I waste on trying to change
 My own version of a crisis
 I just wanna love me when I'm like this
 I'm sorry, I apologize and also sorry that I said
 "I'm sorry," the first time
 There'll be days I've stole away, but honey
 I will try to meet halfway
 Put me down on solid ground, but there'll be times
 When I just float around
 I shouldn't mind it
 'Cause we always find it
 But I don't like me when I'm like this
 It's hard to explain, I just get in my way
 I don't wanna be reminded
 Of time that I waste on trying to change
 My own version of a crisis
 Why can't I just love me when I'm like this?
 My own version of a crisis
 Do you love me when I'm like this?
 I don't like me when I'm like this
 It's too hard to change
 Only thing that I keep fighting
 I can't believe
 How my own version of a crisis
 Will I ever love me when I'm like this?