Hurting

The nerve pinched in my neck
 Is sending needles down my arm
 Primary victims left two fingers
 Hand half working do no harm
 Tiny bleeding stomach shredding
 Particles that numb my head
 Sometimes what you think will help you
 Fucks you up instead
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 Give me every surgery
 I wanna resurrect
 Bodies I do not know
 People I have not met
 Carve out any cartilage
 That could lead me to myself
 Sometimes pain will fuck you up
 And sometimes it can help
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 Lonely pulsing near convulsing, throbbing innerspace
 In my body I'm revolting, folding interlaced
 I will train my bones and muscles to do as they're told
 Reconcile all of my sections before I am old
 Fool receptors free endorphins block the re-uptake
 Sometimes you think pain will help you
 But you make mistakes