Uncertainty

If you get
 Lost in bed
 Well I can't
 Really sleep when you're away
 We shouldn't give
 It a name
 But for sure it's growing day by day
 I make plans
 All the time
 And it keeps me awake late at night
 Is it bad
 To look glad
 If I feel fine then I won't fit right
 Uncertainty's breaking me but you don't owe me anything
 Uncertainty's breaking me but at least now I feel something
 I ain't got no guarantee this is what it takes to be free
 But being free is quite scary
 If only you relied on me like I rely on you
 Should I rely on you?
 If we're fine
 Could it last?
 For a while
 Or is gonna freak you out?
 If I tried
 Quite hard
 Could I be someone that makes you proud?
 Uncertainty's breaking me but you don't owe me anything
 Uncertainty's breaking me but at least now I feel something
 Could I rely on you?
 Should I rely on you?
 You don't owe me anything but I love everything you give
 I feel lonely when you're not here but I fear to set it all clear