caught up

Sorry I was caught up in the moment
 I was just depressed and somehow didn't notice
 Maybe it was just another day I couldn't function
 See you when I wake up
 I don't wanna deal with this
 How do you do it?
 How do you care?
 So many options, but no way there
 I just wanna feel motivated in my head
 Living in my dreams, ya
 Nothing in between
 Tell me that you see me
 'Cause I stopped believin'
 Why did all that time go wasted on me?
 I just wanna be medicated from my head
 Tell me what to do now
 So, what's the next step?
 Is it a secret? Shh
 I'm breaking apart
 But you're not gonna see it
 And I promise, I'm not begging for attention
 Honest, I just needed you to listen
 Break up, 'cause I can't make a decision
 Fucked up, but I don't want it
 I'm don't wanna lie
 I'm not gonna mean it
 Look me in the eyes
 Baby don't say it
 I'm a disappointment
 I'm a late notice
 Feeling like a waste
 'Cause I can't keep fucking
 Baby don't go
 Baby don't leave
 I don't feel less when I hear you calling
 Is it too late for a comet
 I just wanna wish
 I just wanna
 Tell me, how do you do it?
 How do you care?
 So many options, but no way there
 I just wanna feel motivated (in my head)
 Living in my dreams, ya
 Nothing in between
 Yea, so, tell me that you see me
 'Cause I stopped believin'
 Why did all that time go wasted on me?
 I just wanna be medicated from my head
 Tell me what to do now
 How do you do it?
 How do you care?
 So many options, but no way there
 I just wanna feel motivated in my head
 Living in my dreams, ya
 Nothing in between
 Tell me that you see me
 'Cause I stopped believin'
 Why did all that time go wasted on me?
 I just wanna be medicated from my head
 Tell me what to do now