Lean

I'd give up all this shit
 To fly with you again
 And I hold back the tears
 Every time I think of you
 And how upset you'd get
 To know I felt like this
 So I don't tell them shit
 I just close my eyes and think of you
 When ain't no one to lean on
 When ain't no one to lean on
 When ain't no one to lean on
 'Cause they don't understand me bruh
 Ain't no one to lean on
 Ain't no one to lean on
 When ain't no one to lean on
 'Cause they don't understand me bruh
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 I'm tired of trying to guess
 I'm tired of dodging death
 It's time that I confess
 I ain't felt no acceptance after the night you left
 The day they believe me
 The way you believe me
 Is the day that I can think about taking it easy
 Ain't a day that I don't think about scrapin' and leavin'
 I stay and I sing, thinkin' that maybe you'll see it
 I keep the tears to myself, speaking spiritual
 I see a mirror and see a miracle when I reflect
 I think of where I was at a year ago, knowin' where it'll go
 Still be wishin' that I was wherever you at
 I give up all this shit
 To fly with you again
 And I hold back the tears
 Every time I think of you
 And how upset you get
 To know I feel like this
 So I don't tell them shit
 I, just close my eyes and think of you
 When ain't no one to lean on
 When ain't no one to lean on
 When ain't no one to lean on
 'Cause they don't understand me bruh
 Ain't no one to lean on
 Ain't no one to lean on
 When ain't no one to lean on
 'Cause they don't understand me bruh