ashes

I want to be cool
 I want everyone to look at me the way they look at you
 Found myself recently mimicking the things that you do
 Does that appeal to you?
 I'm on your avenue
 You said to pick you up after school but make sure no one sees me do it
 Well, we're just the best, baby
 Oh so midwest, baby
 Dead of the night in the parking lot sex, maybe we could change it up?
 I could tell my friends?
 I could stop lying to my mom and pretending like the road goes on
 When it clearly says "dead ending"
 Well, I've been waiting for the answer so long I forgot the question
 Poured my heart out to the walls and found that they matched your affection
 Do you see? You're tearing at my body
 Every time you want it, I think that I'm wanted
 Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
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 We went to the statewide music competition
 Placed in the same hotel room
 We made the decision to stay in separate beds
 But behind the concert stands
 You told me if I wanted to that I could hold your hand
 But not in front of your cool friends, just the ones in band
 Well, I've been waiting for the answer so long I forgot the question
 Poured my heart out to the walls and found that they matched your affection
 Do you see? You're tearing at my body
 Every time you want it, I think that I'm wanted
 So I will share your body with anyone who wants it
 I know it's what you want, but I really wish it wasn't
 I could be your kingpin, I could be your captain
 I could have your children, I could be important
 Let me be in your orbit, let me be your mountain
 I will be the dragon, burning it to ashes
 Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh