9pm on a Sunday

Don't wanna disappoint the people that believe in me the most
 But I'm losing track of everything, there's so much left to go
 Just need a little bit of clarity, a little bit of sense
 But it seems that I repel it, so I'm wishing you the best
 I got nothing on my mind today, I think I'll be okay
 Feeling a bit better than I did just yesterday
 Tryna find the words I meant to say but never got the chance
 Hear the rain falling down, oh, how it puts me in a trance
 In the outside inside
 No one on the same side
 Tryna find the truth, but I'm only hearing the same lies
 Remember when I used to spend my nights just getting so high
 But now I can't smoke without thinking about my ghosts
 And the things that I don't know they seem to govern all my actions
 Never satisfied with settling, perfecting, never practice
 And the worst part is I feel that I am running out of time
 Need to figure out my shit so I can leave it all behind
 And I'm sorry to you
 I had problems of my own, I couldn't find the time for you
 So I'm sorry to you
 Maybe in the future, I could be the one for you
 
 Don't wanna disappoint the people that believe in me the most
 But I'm losing track of everything, there's so much left to go
 Just need a little bit of clarity, a little bit of sense
 But it seems that I repel it, so I'm wishing you the best
 I got nothing on my mind today, I think I'll be okay
 Feeling a bit better than I did just yesterday
 Tryna find the words I meant to say but never got the chance
 Hear the rain falling down, oh, how it puts me in a trance
 In the outside inside
 No one on the same side
 Tryna find the truth, but I'm only hearing the same lies
 Remember when I used to spend my nights just getting so high
 But now I can't smoke without thinking about my ghosts
 And the things that I don't know they seem to govern all my actions
 Never satisfied with settling, perfecting, never practice
 And the worst part is I feel that I am running out of time
 Need to figure out my shit so I can leave it all behind
 And I'm sorry to you
 I had problems of my own, I couldn't find the time for you
 So I'm sorry to you
 Maybe in the future, I could be the one for you