Ultimately

Ultimately
 I don't understand a thing
 I try to do the best I can
 I know you try to do the same
 We're just so bound to make mistakes
 You could call it a disposition
 I apologize for all your tears
 I wish I could be different
 But I'm still growing up
 Into the one you can call your love
 I don't know if I'll ever be enough
 I'm throwing in my chips
 I guess I tend to push my luck
 And ultimately
 I believe we'll be okay
 It's so cliché to say these things
 But repetition is a key
 I think I'm better when I'm with you
 But I worry when you're gone
 I think I need to learn to love myself
 I must learn to be strong
 So, for now we'll say goodbye
 Although it pains me in my heart
 Your words they come to me in memories
 They sing to me like songs
 It won't be long until I'm here
 Soon I'll make my arrival
 Under shady trees, a quiet street
 The roads that I have traveled
 Ultimately
 It's a beautiful thing
 Like flowers blooming in a lonely field
 The petals drift through crossing winds
 That find their way to river streams
 That scent the water beautifully
 It takes me back to you
 It takes me back to you