Nomad

I don't know a place right now that I belong
 I don't a place right now that feels like home
 I don't know a place right now that I belong
 I don't a place right now that feels like home
 I don't know a place right now that I belong
 I don't a place right now that feels like home
 I don't know a place right now that I belong
 I don't a place right now that feels like home
 As my adversaries become dead and buried I'm alone
 I'm preparing the obituary but it's bitter sweet that they're gone
 At the moment I got too much time for over analyzing all my flaws
 Stress eating all this Ben & Jerry's, Obey Shepard Fairey need a cause
 I just wanna roll, I just wanna go
 I pack my bags but jet lag keeps me slow
 I don't know what I should keep and let go
 I don't know who I am down to my soul
 I don't know a place right now that I belong
 I don't a place right now that feels like home
 I don't know a place right now that I belong
 I don't a place right now that feels like home
 I don't know a place right now that I belong
 I don't a place right now that feels like home
 I don't know a place right now that I belong
 I don't a place right now that feels like home
 Shit ain't been the same since 2012
 I felt that hell, hot summer as I had to sleep on Jeysson's floor
 All my belongings in a bag, know what I hated more?
 My family evicted, couldn't go back college cuz I owed some tuition
 For taking that leave of absence the prior semester
 Father swore that I was flunking out
 When he refused to send me the money on the phone I started buggin out
 Then we ain't talk for like two years till my sister's graduation
 My friends lacked empathy for my dire situation
 Not a man but had to man up
 Found a loft apartment in Brooklyn
 A small room couldn't stand up
 Had a girlfriend that loved me for who I was
 Little did she know he was tryna find who he is
 If I could take it back I don't know if I'd do it different
 But she punched me in the stomach, broke up with her ate the tears
 This might be the first time I've detailed the worst times
 Now I feel old as fuck can't get back the years
 I'm crying as I write these words
 Black pearl tryna fight this curse
 It gets harder tryna right these songs
 When I can't even name a thing that really fucking care about
 Used to think home was the place you call your parents house
 I was fucking wrong
 And I know that line gone trigger my mother
 But if home is where heart is
 And I'm supposed to be her smart kid
 Why do I keep looking in these places I get carded?
 Liquor makes me a bad friend
 Drinking feels like giving up the admin on my whole life
 I'm not feeling fine anymore
 My family isn't mine anymore
 Rhode Island isn't mine anymore
 New York isn't mine anymore
 Big apple and I'm dying at the core
 Fuck